i would have died.
God, why is it so painful to love you.7 tests you say.
the first 3 bring me to my knees with tears.
now the 4th.
and i can feel i am near.
near.
its painful.
i know i am lacking in endurance.
God it is painful.
God it is tiring.
God it is terrible.
The pain.
I am not afraid.
But, with all the things going on - its tough.
I dont wish to be jaded.
I dont want to.
Thick skin and thin heart.
I wanna remain like that.
I dont want to be hardened within.
God, i must talk to you soon.
i need you.
i need n20.
i need cg.
i need your support.
i know i am going on unchartered territories again.
I am drawing a new path in my life again,
i know no one else can come into my life and help me.
Because it is between me and God.
i must rely more on God to finish the 4th test
and the 5th, the 6th, the 7th.
the righteous shall fall - utterly fall, 7 times
only to rise again.
God, i know you will be there waiting to carry me.
Waiting to carry me into your arms when i can come with my own victory.
The only reason why i can keep running, is because i know you are with me.
Without you, i cant do it at all.
I would have died.
I would have died.
posted by colourpencils. @ 10:33 AM
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