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if i am willing.

You never know how it feels until you come to it. only when you come to it, only when you come to crunch time - will you know it feels.

God, i pray for you to bring me to my knees. to pray and do my all for this moment. for this moment. to do the best. To have this heavy burden to make things change and turn. A complete turn. Only you GOd have the ability to change and make things diff and better. God i can only ask of your will and generousity.

How will i ever know until i come to this state.
I now know and understand. it is so different and i can only look to God for this moment, this change, this call can only stay if God is with me. It can only change if I am willing. If i am willing.

The call for Jonah. if you are willing.


If you are willing.

Esther, it is your call. You willingness. That will make the difference. God please. Put burden into my heart and change me, bring me to my knees. I can only change, if i am willing. If i am willing.

posted by colourpencils. @ 6:49 AM